Some time ago I took some time to lay in bed and cry. I thought about every movement happening around me that was out of my control and surrendered it all to God. I remember timelines flashing before my eyes showing me every direction my actions could lead to, and in all of them I found failure.
How can life be so beautiful, offering so many opportunities yet once I step toward the right direction it falls apart? Then, as always, I was reminded I am always given everything I can handle, and God is always with me to carry the burden.
I released all the worry, stress, and concern, then asked God, once again, to hold me as a child and take all my expectations of the future. I felt my mind unwind, my heart open, and my body relaxed as I slipped into the arms of God. My body tingled, and a rush came over me, something I only feel when I am with Spirit, and I suddenly began to feel my body fill up. Each breath I took I could feel my stomach physically fill up, as if I was eating a bowl of warm soup!
The smile that spread across my face quickly turned into tears of joy, knowing even my hunger pains had been filled, all because of the openness and acceptance I had to Spirit.
I soon felt the ability to overcome anything that entered my mind, and shortly after I sat up as bed Zach entered the room with an egg breakfast bowl he made for me. I feel so blessed, so taken care of and completely SOUL FILLED!
Thank You for this connection!
Meagan Buchanan, Eternity in a Box
